Thursday, December 14, 2006;
♥ 11:15 PM
training today was tiring. as usual. hahaa.. and i was supposed to go eat with them!!! then my dad suddenly appeared and i had to go home =( ahh so sry guys eat with u all on sat k! keep sat evenings free =D
been thinking how i am supposed to cope, coz next year will be busier, and yet there is still training. hopefully my studies can improve. coz when i think of it its very scary, like have to study so hard, and yet i have to go training coz nationals are coming, esp during june. its gonna be SO hectic. haha we even plotted some worst case scenario mark sheet for next year's nats. score quite good okay. so yeah. i can see my improvement lately, whether its in strength, drills, etc. and i really wanna jump high. coz i dont want my timing in training to be wasted.
yeah. so, i think its like study and train all the way next year right up till nats is over. i awnt a memorable j2 year ahead also. quite stressed now coz i know i havent been touching on econs maths and physics much. apparently i read chem o.o
dunno how to say, but however i will be next year hopefully i can cope, and get good results too. thinking of it scares me like mad already. its quite frustrating also, i wanna do work but cant down to it sometimes. like wth this is so not me. not like last time where i could really concentrate, now its like i get distracted so easily. feels very very freaking frustrating. argh.
P.S. those who havent or dont want to study dun come and scold me ah. my results not good thats why studying haha.. =P
yea so tts abt all. so boring these days lah! training is fun though. hahaa.. yep see ya all at christmas partehh!!
round and round we go...
